Yesterday was one big event for me. 13 january of 2014. My last paper for semester four and a celebration dinner as i will be leaving shah alam in a few days. Not coming back next semester here, instead will be continuing my studies in Seremban 3.
Apapun cakap pasal perpisahan yang bakal berlaku ni adalah satu benda yang amat sukar sekali. *muka serius* kadang kadang waktu solat banyak kali aku nangis suruh Allah tabahkan hati aku. Kadang kadang malam waktu semua dah tidur air mata meleleh lagi mengenangkan semester depan balik balik kelas tak dapat tengok housemates, tak dapat meluahkan perasaan dengan housemates, tak dapat nak gelak ketawa dengan housemates. Dalam tandas pun menangis. It is hard to accept this reality. Tengah berak pun kadang kadang menangis.
They are one of my sources of strength. They are... They really are..
If any of you, housemates, reading this. Please know that i am sorry for not being a good friend at the times we lived together..for times like i suddenly became moody, or anything that made any of you sufferred.
And i love you all so much. So much.. And thanks for all those good memories that coloured my life while i was here. You girls are really great and i know all of you will stay great like that. May Allah will always take care of all of you whenever and anytime as HE always does.
I just hope this relationship will not end. Lets keep contacting, meeting, as we grow olders, dont just attend to my wedding, be part of it, take care of me when im pregnant, love my childrens, support me when im facing troubles and be with me at the time of my happiness, come to my children weddings, look out for my grandchildren and we gonna share all of these moments together, as i will do the same to all of you too.
I love all of you,
Sincerely deep from my heart - Aqila Safuan.