4th year of us #mcocelebration

Hi, Assalamualaikum :)

26 march hari tu, alhamdulillah our marriage turns to fourrrrrrrrrrrr, baru empat tahun kan, but he has seen the bad sides of me more than he should #criesss #shyy haha. But! he is still showing his loves tremendously, sincerely, making all the efforts just to makes me feel love. Walaupun kita selalu usik dia "amboiiiiiiiiiiiiiii mentang mentang lah dah kahwin 4 tahun! dah tak ************* eh, dulu masa dedating bukan main lagiii bla bla bla" (repeat doplohpat kali ) (in many kind of ayat) hahaha pastu nanti dia gelak gelak je. Hehe, mind you, he is not a perfect guy, he still gets me angry at times, buat merajuk apa semua, not a perfect human being, but strongly mind you again, that i am wayyyyyyyyyyyyy imperfect than him, i have lots of flaws, lots of tantrums, lots of kecil hati over small things, he could ave been more angrier than i angry with him, but he chose to let it go, and he always accepted me as the way i am, and for that alhamdulillah. Moga moga kita saling melengkapi, akan kekurangan masing masing, akan hari buruk dan hari senyum, hari sukar dan hari senang, bersama, cekal, sabar buat selama Allah mengizinkan. Doaku, semoga keizinan Allah itu berpanjangan hinga kau lah bidadari ku di syurga, dan aku lah bidadari mu di syurga. Another bidadarissssssssssssss, back the pupppp off. HAHAHAHAHAHA #nakmencarut #tapitaknakkelihatanterlaluliar astaghfirullah, kan tengah berdoa. Amin ya rabbal alaminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! Doakan ye semua!

Anyway, hari anniversary hari tu, adalah hari movement restriction order masih diadakan (till the day i type this) jadi, all the important events has been cancelled and so do i, alhamdulillah we didnt make any hotels reservation jadi takdalah terkilan sangat nak sambut best best. 

Hari tu pun sis, merajuk dengan dia. I macam brrrr brooo, do u have to get me sulky on this special day? Al kisahnya, sebab dia tak dapat nak cuti, sebab most of his co workers dah ambik cuti, and he has to be in the office brrrr again. So, sis sebagai PRESIDEN WANITA SIKITSIKIT NAK MERAJUK, merajuk laaa mencik time hari special laaa orang lain beria nak cuti, and because i know how he always ada and to be ada bab bab kerja ni, he doesnt really know like to ketengahkan diri dia, cakap je la kan dengan kawan sekerja dia "GAISSSSSSSSS ESOK HARI SPESIAL BUAT BINIKU DAN KU, ESOK NAK CUTI " tapi idokkk ler dia kata macam tu. #introvert #andbaiksangat haha

Disebabkan sis dah merajuk ni, sis tak wish dia, tak balas whatsapp, tak angkat call, nak sambut pun taknak dah. Tapi woman menjadi woman, taknak taknak tetiba macam macam benda dah nak beli and nak sambut walaupun ralat hati dah, tapi buat? Hahaha. Jadi sis plan nak makan makan sedap je hari tu, beli barang di Jaya grocer, balik masak, celebrate pakai baju lawa sikit settle..

Oleh kerana, sis dah merajuk ni sis pun dapatlah surprised yang tak jadi sangat sebab the delivery guy hantar bouquet kat bawah, sis tengah busy perap kambing kat atas jadi my husband be like 

"ayang kat mana ni

kenapa tak duduk kat bawah

ada orang nak hantar barang tu

haa adalah barangnya"

hahaha, tapi okayla.. i was like aaaa chocolate bouquet how sweet of him , sweet sweet pun tak mintak cuti eh hari special?! hahahaha. #bittertotheend Tapi woman being woman, ofcourselah dah terpujuk sikit and dia balik kerja hari tu terus sambung sambung tolong kita masak, sis setup candle light dinner daam bilik je, gunakan perkakas ibuku, dan alatan montessori anak anak ku lollll. Candle light dinner went wrong ofcourse what to expect, i siap pasang lagu romatic jazz ye nak fefeeling, tapi dapat kah fefeling ?????????? OBVIOUSLY HAH! #LETADEEPSIGH HAHA. But alhamdulillah, little things that makes  us happy, little chaos things that will always be in our memories. Thankyou, Allah for all of these. May i be the human who deserves this #cried and okayla pictures spamming belowwwwwww

our products of four years, hahahaha

 my three precious, i love you three so much #taipsambilnangis

us, blessed, Semua milik Allah  

fun fact : maryam was trying to bite me, in a serious kind of bite because i was holding the bouquet up and she wanted to play with the balloons #takkasican 

cooked by both of us, team makes a great work #padahalliat hahahaha

That is all for this post, assalamualaikum!

my baby sister is finally married haha

She was married october last year (age 23, bercinta 15 tahun hahaha), and im updating this on april that is 7 months later, almost half a year, and she is now five months pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA i am so sorry i am veryyyyyyyy late, but Alhamdulillah my best friend of life is now married to her soulmate sinze zaman sekolah. Tengokla, kecik kecik dah menggatal , nasib baik kahwin hahahahahahahah

Jokes aside, i am glad that you found the one right for you. He seems nice, and memang nice pun selalu main dengan anak anak ku jadi sissss aprroveeee hundreds percent! Hahahaha syukur all the guys in our family very helpful bila minta tolong or bila volunteer sendiri.

Also this sisterly in my self felt very sorry sebab tak tolong banyak in terms of kewangan (money do makes you happy haha) jadi sis tolong sikit sikit je la bab bab lain yang perlukan tenaga. If i have more money later i belanja you Kyochon okay? and belanja your kids banyakkkk baju baju cantik hehe to make up for not be able to give you anything masa wedding. Ehh tapi i sponsor you punya honeymoon kannn (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA NAK JUGEKKK MENTION)

I cant wait for your baby to out, sebab i missed baby so much, gonna cium and gomol the baby of yours and love her/him dearly. And yeaaaaasss gonna have one more baby before Asfia’s baby, my brother’s wife also will deliver her baby in May. TAK SABARRRR!! Semoga di musim virus covid ni, dipermudahkan segala urusan pelbagai orang. We may seems okay, but out there, were lot of people more struggling than us, jadi always be grateful 😭😭😭

Happy marriage babyy ku asfia sofwa! Thankyou for always helping me as an aunt to my kids, helping me do house chores, and gossip, shares foods and everything la! Please dont move out, hahahahaha ada hikmah our mom’s house is big so that we all dont have to be apart, and my mother also tak bagi pindah keluar.. I dreamt a place of mine, privately tapi for now lets just be grateful and see hikmah among all of these.

Althaf was asleep during all his bae solemnisation and weeding reception so we barely have any proper picture of him, loll the duddeeeee salah timing nak tidur. He missed all the important moments!!

Picturesss? Spamming below! 

masa ni dia dah nak pi photoshoot tapi gigih ambik family photo lagi sebab althaf baru bangun!

althay yang baru  bangun, haha

i still remember during this moment hahahaha, kita orang dua ni kalau bersama mesti jadi crackhead and gila gila pastu orang tengah serius serius kitorang gelak kecil and borak kat atas pelamin tu  pastu kena marah ayah and mama suruh diam hahahaha. Sorry semua, and sorry baeee sebab tak pandai serious! tapi takdalah melampau gelak nganga just in a cute way haha. (my mom very reluctant to sit with her, pastu si dia ni malu nak duduk sorang!!!?? terpaksa la ku teman...)

she gonna get mad at me for uploading this, haha berapa puluh kali nak alter sebab badan makin bahagia di hari perkahwinan hahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha

with her bae yang banyak melayan dia, heeee

my pretty sister, not the best photo tapi sis malas nak perhatikan hahahaahaha padan muka

That is all for today, wow this mco really makes me updating my blog huh, till next time! assalamualaikum!

Happy 3rd year of becoming human Althaf Muhammad

Tudiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, birthday anak bulan satu, bulan empat baru nak update. Te he he

Hi, Assalamualaikum everyone, since tengah rajin nak bukak laptop ni kita update lah sikit. Wishlist tiba tiba nak kan the latest ipad, tapi masih belum kaya, sebab malas berusaha. Wow, rhythm well haha. Since everyone is aware of the current issue, yes the world has been lock down. Almost every countries sekarang tengah lockdown, having restricted daily life activities because of this bad virus called corona virus/covid 19.

I heard that some conspiracy telling us that this is the method of bio chemical weapon of starting the world war three?? If it is true, wow.... if it is not (or if it true pun)  lets just us all pray that Allah safe us from this musibah, and cepat cepat everything pulih kembali, the economy will be bad, very bad. The world gonna end soon too right, it is the reality of something that we taknak fikir and abaikan.

Tonight also is a Nifsu Syaaban night, since i am on my period, i havent doa properly yet, I prayed that all of us who reads this, especially to my beloved family and friends, will die in Khusnul Khatimah, meninggal dalam keadaan yang baik, boleh mengucap kalimah syahadah, meninggal dalam keadaan diri dirahmati ALLAH *CRIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BECAUSE IM A BAD GIRL*, and i prayed that both of our kids will be protected and guided through all their life, disayangi, jadi orang yang baik baik, soleh solehah dan berjaya dunia akhirat. I also prayed that me and my spouse will be happy forever ever after, saling sayang menyanyangi, hubungan ami saling melengkapi, dirahmati ALLAH dan semoga cinta kami sentiasa mekar, semoga perhubungan ini mengukuhkan lagi keimanan kami kepada cinta yang terAgung iaitu kepada ALLAH SWT... AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN...

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my handsome boy :)

This year, also same same with last two years, just a small celebration for him, tak mampu lagi buat party ajak ramai ramai and i just feeling so tired of thinking all that. Haha, tunggulah awak besar sikit okay abang? Yang penting every year althaf looked so happy during his birthday, and that is enough.

We took him for his lunch birthday at our choices of restaurant. Mula mula nak celeberate dia dekat restaurant kids friendly tapi during that time tengah hangat kes anak anak kecil dijangkiti Influenza A, jadi memang elakkan dari pergi main main takut dijangkiti since dia tak ambil lagi vaksin for the influenza tu. Jadi pasrahhh je la di hari jadi mu tapi makpak yang makan ikut selera masing masing. Haha but we ordered what he liked too dont worry.

family portrait 

with mummy one, ignore mummy breakout and kelam malas nak buat skincare sebab asyik breakout ish susahla nak cantik haha

papa with yamyam

Good Blue Men restaurant, decent one, foods all delicious :)

After lunch tu, my sister told us to belikan hadiah althaf dekat decathlon. Padahal mak althaf dah pilih siap siap apa yang althaf suka, hahahaha jadi tak pelah, belikan je lah. Gigih pergi Decathlon belikan trampoline gedabak masuk dalam kereta kecil haha. Tapi masa dekat sana pun, althaf spent almost one hour main basikal. Memang bestt decathlon situ sebab ada ruangan untuk main basikal. Nanti mummy murah rezeki mummy belikan basikal pro eh untuk awak. Sekarang ni nak tunggu habiskan group ansuran carseat awak, nak tunggu wishlist peralatan montessori awak yang mahal samgat tu, macam macam benda nak beli 😭😭😭😭 hahaha

looks so happy with the bike :))))))))))))))

look, at the gift behind him, orang lain yang bagi , tapi makpak belikan, siap balutkan sendiri haha

maryam and her legendary boboi boy spender (spender pinjam)

Then after Decathlon, we went straight back home itupun dah maghrib and ada family celebration for Althaf pula. Alhamdulillah malam tu sepupu sepupu dia, Muhammad Ali and Fatimah ada jadi memang happy sangat sangatla dia bermain, melompat lompat habis basah semua peluh.

with his dream cake, beria pilih nak cake apa few days bfore his birthday, nak didi ke boboi boy la, nak itu la, nak inila. Bukan sejenis makan kek punnn hahaha.

seeeeeeeeeeeee, very the happy one. and that is enough for us, witnessing yu very happy on your birthday!

some of the foods, thankyou everyone for sponsoring hahahahaha, we also got pizza and tempoyak. tempoyak is legendary and a must haha

I think that is all for this post, thankyou for everyone around me that helps raising althaf muhammad also. Without you all, i must have gone crazy, not because althaf is a difficult boy, merely just because i am weak person of controlling my own emotions and behaviors.

To my son, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO SO SO SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU I COULD DIE FOR YOU AND I LOVE YOU, MUMMY LOVES YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!