Tentang fakulti

assalamualaikum,

*mengira*

oh lebih kurang 4 hari lagi sebelum kuliah bermula. to be honest. i don't feel like coming back to Shah Alam. The past semester has brought me so many tears, it was so miserable. it affects my study and i don't feel like i belong to the faculty. The only thing that makes me survived during the final moments is my housemates. They gave me endless supports, they lend their ears,  and now im all teary lah macam ni teringat kembali. Haha

The faculty and the people beneath it. I feel like i don't have friends there. Of course i do have friends. But the real one. i always felt emptiness whenever i come to classes or do an assignments. Macam mana nak terang eh. Macam kau bukan tergolong dalam komuniti tersebut. Macam tulah. Its like we become friends because there is something that tied us together. Tapi bukan macam kau boleh luah segala susah senang. Just, makan sama, borak kosong sama, tukang gelak dalam kelas. There is some awkwardness lah senang kata. Nevertheless some of them still helped me, and I'm very thankful to those people sebab sudi membantu.

Sebenanarrnya naklah balik shah alam. Muahahaha. Gila kau dah berapa bulan tak jumpa housemates. Hilang pengubat duka lara. Cuma taknak jumpa the people yang dekat faculty tu je. Macam sebab tadilah. No sense of belonging. But still, perjuangan harus diteruskan. Lagi tiga sem lepas tu dahboleh kahwin.

dah

boleh

kahwin.

YEA!