It seems today's gonna be a lunatic day for me. PHEW. So, today I've got my result for semester 5. AND as expected, i failed one of the subject. People often says, or there is this one quote that says "never show your weaknesses to the other, they will take the chance to ruin you" or something like that la. But i am waaaaaaaay more honest than you look. As the sun starts to sunshine brightly, i innocently whatsapping my housemate's group asked them "hey hows your result" and one person replied "alhamdulillah". Then i started to feel insecure, then i start to tell the group that i failed one subject and there goes " krik krik krik". You know.. this results thingy sometimes are so sensitive that you can't tell that freely to your friends unless they are truly your best friend/someone who understand you. But things happened. Anyway..I kind of redha la with this result....but kinda of sad too.. cause...im gonna learn back all the stuffs that i f***** hate.. and i dont know..may Allah ease this last semester for me. I just cursed and now i asked Allah to helps me.. Duh... hahahaha
the others bad things happened today is like all the vehicles want to hit me and crash me off. and i lost. yup SESAT. I was in the middle of thinking of what my future is going to be and as you know Shah Alam has lottttttttttttt a mouthful loads of roundabouts. So here i went to this one road that leads me to hundreds of dizziness roundabout. And as i tried to return back to the road that familiar to me.... *deadpan and sighing*. I was so excited earlier as i said to my friends " yeaaa hari nak keluar awal nak datang pejabat awal" and went off with angkuh face. Hahahaha. But i think this thing of " off to work earlier" just doesn't work to a human named aqila safuan.
WELL, it doesn't to be a bad day at all comparing of what happened to me and to the other sides of the world. Gaza, syria, rohingya all the muslims that all the times facing obstacles as muslims and my problems are nothing compared to them..
Thank you Allah, and i am sorry mama.. i will try to do my best during the last semester.....
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