5 more days till Edd #stillpregnant

Hehe. Hai Assalamualaikum everyoneee!

#39weeks 

Yep. Today is my 39weeks and 5 days of pregnancy and i am still pregnant...  with baby inside my womb.. so comfortable with all the foods i eat (probably). Wait till mummy eat Petai haaa baru baby nak keluar? Hahahaha. 

Alright alright. Jokes aside. It is kind of depressing waiting for the baby to comes out. The P.R.E.S.S.U.R.E

Oh Rabb, hahaha I think i would be doing okay if anyone not asking or said statements like

"oh bila nak beranak??"

"eh tak bersalin salin lagi?"

"lamanya..."

Yes gaiss.. Berat mata memandang berat nanang lagi bahu memikul. My mother, this baby Grandma is also one of them.. Thankyou mummy for being super excited of the baby's A arrival.. but somehow i pity her.. Everyday calling me just to make sure im okay, asking me whether i already feel the contractions or not, do VE (Vagina Examination) (Masya Allah malu gila walauuuu dengan mak sendiri) and all the lovessss i can feel it from you..

Kadang kadang rasa Baby A tengah buli grandma dia taknak keluar keluar.. Hahaha. 

I did everythinggggg that i can to makesure my pelvic lembut, cepatkan bukaan and everything. Naik bukit, Jalan jalan mall, ketuk ketampi, Jogging (sikit) dalam rumah, minum Tea, Jalan itik, swimming dan pelbagai lagiiiii... But no.

When Allah says wait. 

YOU HAVE TO

W.A.I.T

Kadang kadang memang rasa GIVE UPPPP SANGAT SANGAT bila dah penat exercise.. tapi takda apa pun berlaku (contractions). Rasa macam.. Allahu.. banyak nya dosa ku.. Allah tak kabulkan permintaan nak bersalin awal.. Hahaha

But then, I realised that..  Allah suruh enjoyy dulu hidup berdua dengan hubby.. Making our own sweet two of being together (without uwekk uwekkk from baby's A crying and howling) hahaha! We still have  I think, one week plusss to do so hubby? Hehehe..

Sekarang ni bila pandang hubby, rasa sayuuuu sangat.. Sebab nanti fikir bila dah ada baby, tak boleh nak tumpu 100% dekat dia... Tapi i do not want to change a bit. I want to do everything that I can do now, with him , even after we have baby's A in our life. In shaa Allah.. 

Loves can never be terbahagi bahagi right. Lol.. 

Alhamdulillah for everything ya Allah.. Surely, all of these Happiness comes from you, and for that.. I am super GRATEFUL...

Alhamdulillah..

Semoga Allah beri rezeki dapat jaga zuriat sendiri.. amanah dari Nya, dan everyone yang sedang berusaha untuk dapatkan anak, or yang sedang menunggu sama macam saya.. I hope everything is doing well aiiiii! 

In shaa Allah aminnn ^^ 

Adiosss Assalamualaikum!