5th year

 Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah... Perkahwinan kami kini berumur lima tahun. Masih panjang dan selamanya jikalau hendak diukur. Bagaimana untuk mengukur jarak masa yang selamanya? Wah tiber kau berpuitis..

Tahun ni punya sambutan a lot more better than the last year. Tak sangka tahun ni masih ada covid. Sobsss. Tapi okaylah boleh lagi nak staycation dan jalan jalan. Tak perlu beria masak steak, last last kejung.... Hahahaha (talking about the last year memories)

Masya ALLAH SHOPPING...

family portrait

Thankyou hubby belanja staycation di hotel The Majestic. Tahun ni gigih dia cari nak hotel mana, tapi last last ku jua yang pilih kakaka. Masa tengah layari apps Marriot Bonvoy , survey survey dalam lima minit , tanya suami lepas tu terus booked. Sehari sebelum pergi baru tahu, harga booked hari tu harga promosi, patutlah ku pelik kenapa murah sebab well known hotel jugak.. #vivyyusofsukapergi haha.

a very huge room

Walaubagaimanapun, alhamdulillah bestttt! Bilik besar sangat, mencapati lah piawaian anak anak tengah aktif. Boleh berlari lari etc. Habislah lepas ni kalau nak book hotel kena pilih yang suite je ke? Tapi St Regis masih menang dari segi servis dan kemegahan. Huaaaa nak pergi lagi, tapi tunggulah dah hotel hopping semua tempat baru repeat lagi.

Dari segi servis pun alhamdulillah, very polite towards customers. Breakfast spread quite good. Mencapai lah piawaian hotel lima bintang.

the breakfast

Tahun ni dah siap siap cakap dengan husband jangan buat diriku merajuk lagi. KAHKAHKAH. Dia tu berpotensi betul buat orang taching masa hari special tau. Masa harijadi lagilah sedihhhhh (benda kecik je gaiss tapi biasalah aku), sedih terok!! Tapi lepastu dapat iwatch so okaylah imbal balik yang sedih tu. Lah.. kena mention ke? haha 

and also must bring them la to see ur proud national building, klcc..

also went out to try all the influencers must go restaurant “two sons bistro” haha

Hahahaha. Tapi bercuti dengan anak anak yang masih kecil ni.. Allahuuu, tantrum aja kerjanya. Tak dapat itu nangis, tak dapat ini menangis, asyik nak dengar cakap dia aje. Gerammmmmmmmm! Sampai i break down ye masa dalam kereta sebab tak tahulah althaf tu nak apa, merengek nangis je pastu mak dia break down menangis jerit sekali....

I salute to all moms who stayed calm during this era of turbulences, like how did u do it? Tiba tiba berdoa supaya diri ini takde perasaan sangat kalau anak nangis ke apa, so i can keep calm no matter what.. Haha

The second day, their father got meeting pulak, so we have to spent all evening at his work place, we waited for 3 hours for him to finish the meeting, i was furiously annoyed haha. But okayla, be understanding la sisss your husband is working hard lol. Then I said to him, i want to taste Paul Coffee sebab kawan selalu minum situ. The thing is, that place is located @Pavillion. We never went there, and when we went there for the sake of minum at that kedai, that kedai said tutup already, last orders at 7.30pm. LIKE WADEHEL????????? HAHAHAHA. Last last beli Lush je la yang bath bomb tu untuk gembirakan hati anak anak main bath tub kat bilik..

masa ni dah pewai tunggu papa...we were just strolling around the mall

During the last day of our anniversary, not knowing where to go,  last google je nak pergi mana, and we decided to go to the rimba eco forest. Tak tahu pun tempat tu dalam kawasan KL Tower, jadi bila dah sampai tu, oh dalam ni je ke, so alang alang tu naik je la Kl Tower sekali, merasalah naik sky box deck tu! Besttt haha sebab boleh nampak bawah, dengan ketinggian yang tinggi. I mean, that is not like normal daily experience kita boleh hadapi.

Anak anak takut la, mereka be like what is this place mummy papa?!! hahahaa Tapi Althaf enjoyed browsing through the telescope looking out the city. So okaylaa...

Next we went to the rimba eco forest tu. Another tempat yang biasa je tapi sebab ada mini rimba dekat tengah tengah kl so okayla to go. Bergambar gambar di bridge. Maryam was afraid all the way. Althaf was okay. 

Then we went to get our lunch at Jibby by the Park. A very nice restaurant with overpriced foods lol. Foods was okayla... But the deco is pretty hence maybe the price? Masa tu tak larat dah nak bergambar, with the kids usual tantrum.. we KENOOOTTTTTT! hahaha.

Then we went back home.

I was so happy because i got flowerssss from my husband. And it was a Baby Breath flowers , so so pretyyyyyyyyy. HEHE. 

I really wanted to gift something to my husband, but my financial is not enough, in sha Allah one day kita belikan ye sayang ku suami ku.. I love you so much our dearly companion, the best partner to me, who knows the hell out of me but still loving me so dearly.

Thankyou, thankyou so much sayang. Semoga Allah mekarkan kasih sayang kita hingga ke syurga, dan perhubungan kita sentiasa dirahmati oleh Nya, dan dapat membimbing kita menuju jalan yang diredhai oleh Nya... amin ya rabbal alamin. 

Alhamdulillah ya ALLAH, I LOVE Allah too for every rezeki dan kesenangan.. sesungguhnya, all of these are yours..

Althaf Muhammad is now 4

 Hi Assalamualaikum, 

I have been wanting to blog as much as i can, but there are lots of things to do, and when im done with it, there is always another things to do, or i was just busy, scrolling the tik tok, until 3am. TEHEHEEEE. So addicted. haha

Anyway , alhamdulillah, my first son is now four years old. He was so happy that he is getting older, meanwhile us in late 20-an are so murung we gonna enter to the third series next year. HUAAAAAA

WHY ARE WE OLDER??!!!

Since this is the era of covid, and we live in the new norms, no party yet for the boy. I dont really want one until he is 7? Where he would probably remember later on when he is older. But i am so glad, his birthday was exactly before pkp 2.0 where no one is allowed to eat out, and kind of strict, but not so. We still went outside at Pokok.Kl to eat fancy a bit, walaupun masa tu tengah beribu cases.

confirmed : fat without getting pregnant

with my birthday boy

What happened to us? HAHAHAHA. During the first pkp, everybody was freaked out, balik dari groceries terus mandi and tukar baju etc, we restrict our movement so bad. Sekarang people watlek watpis je. Haha

And later at the night, as usual, we celebrated together with our big family, my brothers were there together with althaf’s cousins walaupun they just got back from Terengganu, my bestest friends also there, the ones yang rapat dengan althaf. Alhamdulillah althaf was happy with all the peoples coming. Ahh, and also asfia’s mil and fil also there. Thankyou everybody :)

I decorated a bit with paw patrol theme since he likes paw patrol too much nowadays, walaupun i bagi tengok setengah jam sehari ( 2/3 kali seminggu je) haha. I bought everything at shoppee, they’ve got like everythingggggg there. For example kedai helium and decoration party yang famous kat bangi pun dont have everything. So point number one to take, buy at shopee. Cheaper. Tapi kena plan awal la, if you are late to plan, then kedai it is. 

I love you my son, although mummy a bit garang, please forgive me. Ill try to be better okay for you? Thankyou for being the best son that i could have (nanti dah ada adik lelaki, semua terbaik okay?) haha. Thankyou selalu dengar cakap mummy, thankyou for being my best helper, thankyou althaf.. senang dengar kata, hati lembut just like your name, yang baik, yang lembut.

We love you so much! and may Allah showers you with happiness, dunya and akhirah. 

will update more later when the photos are uploaded to my one drive. 

Bye Assalamualaikum!

Catalina Maryam Turns 2

 On last August, and i just have the opportunity to update. So sorry baby, hopefully Maryam tak merajuk mummy update lambat bila dah besar dan dah boleh baca ye.

As usual, no big party yet for the kids birthday as they just reached of takkisahpun age. Maybe bila dah besar sikit dan dah pandai hargai, we do birthday party okay. 

Seperti biasa, we had makan makan kat tempat cantik sikit and mummy clueless sikit nak cari tempat best untuk birthday maryam sebab is still covid, taknak ambik risiko pergi tempat mainan, jadi pergi je celebrate dekat Tamarind Square.

maryam is now twoooo, alhamdulillah

Makan dekat the Glaze, then jalan ambil gambar sekitar Tamrind square sebab tempat tu memang lawa untuk bergambar. Main reason nak makan sana. 

Mummy suka maryam outfit sebab nampak princesses sikit. Haha sendiri beli, sendiri puji. Head to toes baru ye sempena birthday. Mestilaahhh, birthday girl kan!? 

Selepas itu bergegas pulak nak sambut birthday dengan family, disebabkan ada tiga orang lahir pada tarikh yang sama, makanya more merrier sambut sama sama. Alhamdulillah, family makin berkembang, cucu makin bertambah, so happening kalau berkumpul tu. Also means, we are all getting older, so do our parent.... semoga senantiasa dikurniakan kesihatan, rezeki yang baik untuk jaga mama nanti.. huhu amin ya rabbal alamin.

Catalina Maryam also weaned off few days after dia dah dua tahun. It was like a very easy kind of break up. Haha, sebab dia tak seketagih abang dia. Bila dah totally wean off tu memang takda dah cakap nak lagi. HEY THIS GIRL, so independent eh! Mummy so proud of you.

But then, she is also a very hard girl. hahahahahhahaha, kalau tantrum tu masya Allah, tak kuasa mummy nak layan. Dasyat sangat sangat sangat. hahahahaha. Sebab dia jenis yang tak kisah kita marah pr suruh buat apa apa, nanti dia buat tak tau je bila kita marah or tegur. Perwatakn so rigid gitu. Kahkah. 

Dan lepas dua tahun dah wean off tu, memang ketara sangat sangat dia kuat makan. Mungkin sebab dia dah takde susu untuk bagi dia tenaga, jadi dia makannn je memanjang, celik mata makan, lepas tubreakfst, lepastu lunch, lepastu after nap makan, petang makan and malam pun makan,.. Alhamdulillah.

Susu formula pun takda kami bagi, we just give them real foods, jadi perkembangan tinggi tu ketara la dengan anak anak lain, but everything is fine. Semoga besar nanti tinggi tinggi eh. Haha

That is for now, till the next post. 

biggest purchased of my life

Hi Assalamualaikum. 

Susah sangat nak up date sekarang becaus elife has been buay and restingg, Tapiii sis dah bertekad! Untuk update selalu , sebab apaaaaaa? Sebab dah beli ipad yayyy! haha Alhamdulillah. My wishlist... sebab ku marhaen sahaja, next wishlist nak beli rumah hahahahaha 

my new baby, semoga tak terhilangkan atau terpecahkan, semoga berguna sampai lunyai. haha

Disebabkan diri ini sucks juga dalam menyimpan, tak sangka boleh tertunai juga harapan beli. Alhamdulillah, rezeki ps ikea semakin dikenali, dan juga sebab jadi amateur interior design untuk rumah mak dapatlah buat menambah sikit upahnya. haha

I bought this baby at machines ioi city mall, initial intention sebenarnya nak beli ipad pro color rose gold, nak beli casing ipad color rose gold also, yang dapatnya semua manly color muahahhaa, ipad pro 128gb in space grey with a manly black casing that lulus ujian kejatuhan , hahaha. That isnthe main purpose of casing right? To protect. And also my husband said why la tak ambik je pro sebab lagi hebat.. hebat tang mana pun ku tak tahu tapi ku iyakan ake kerana ku isteri mithali ( padahal ye kuat melawan)

Main reason beli ipad ni adalah untuk 

1) buat ps ikea dengan lebih menyenangkan, tak payah tumpang computer public kat ruang tamu rumah tu lepastu anak semua datang kerumun pesen takleh tengok mak buat kerja. and i will also get a proper of documentation flows account buat ikea , sebab rekod yang lalu semua berterabutr, ada yang kat buku la, kat kertas kajang la, kat handphone la. Begitulah...dan segala kerja, teknologi kan memudahkan, padahal boleh je kan susah susah sikit buat kerja kat fon tu...

2) To binge watching Netflix, TEHEE. Bila tengok netflix kat ipad ni takda la anak nak menyemak sekali, halau halau je , pergi, kalau tengok kat tv, what we watch, they watch also which is very irritating sebab ada adegan adegan tak senonoh. And i jsust realised it is very hard to educate kids nowadays, they are always open up to so manyyyyyy benda benda tak sepatutnya pada umur mereka. 

lets take for an example, bought a smart tv, everybody can watch netflix, since tinggal dengan family, kita takda hak untuk halang apa mereka nak tengok, and tahu tahu jelah cerita zaman sekarang semua berkisar keganasan, aksi tah apa apa, tak senonoh, kisses scenes and everything. oh rabb unavoidable. 

Kita dulu kecik kecik mana ada tengok tv yang open sangat, kecik kecik main je. tsskkkkk

So i tried very hard , to ask my family jangan bukak cerita tembak tembak ke lawan lawan ke, tak senonoh ke, alhamdulillah okayla, the tv are not always on, bila on tu i makesure diorang dapat tengok kejap je and closedtheireyes when unexpected scenes came out. But the kids favs are shark movies............ they watched tons of it repeatedly for one week ke apa, then i said enough la dengan cerita shark makan orang,...

Tapi kalau i tengah tengok cerita korea, i bagi je muahahaha sebab cerita korea yang ku tengok semua bersifat kemurnian wakakaka kbye

3) to update my blog frequently. Now i want a magic keyboard so that i can update you more than more, lol? bercakap tentang opurtunis nak dapatkan sesuatu bukan main kau ye aqila....

4) untuk suamiku tercinta kalau nak buat kerja dari rumah, because ipad is more powerful than pc right? kah! lagi best kan ayang kalau ada magic keyboard? mehehehe

That is all for now, see you again in the next post! bye! 

happiness cannot be hidden gituh english ko ye

Our First Night Camping out After 5 years

Hi , assalamualaikum to everybody who is reading this

@pertak campsite

It all started after the goverment, masa tu dah longgarkan sedikit pergerakan, bila dah boleh keluar, bila businesses dah start operating etc, ternampak la stories akak yang ku adore di dunia mobiliti ini (betul ke word tu entahlah muhaha) So akak yang ku adore ni, upload la stories dia mandi manda di sungai, main pasir and i was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kat mana ni, nak pergi jugak. Yelah, kan dah boleh keluar dari kempompong dunia, excited lah nak exploring the world like a babyy. Gituuu

It was in a Kemensah Valley, located betul dekat belakang Zoo negara. And i was like wowww, ada eh tempat nature macam ni di kuala lumpur? Interesting! Then i did my google google everything, then we went there on weekend, then we get hyped up to go to the next adventure. Padahal kat Kemensah tu tak adventure pun lol, datang mandi, masak, makan, mandi balik je Hahahaha

Lepas tu dalam otak ni yang dah gian nak masuk hutan ni survey survey la nak pergi mana pulak, since my kewangan dah a bit stable , alhamdulillah rezeki Allah bagi, bolehlah i proposed nak pegi ni tu ni dekat my husband so that bolehlah tampung tampung sikittttttttt, sikit. Hahaha

Nak pergi Chilling, sebab tengok tempat cantikk sangat, Masya Allah but it was still closed at that time. Tunggu Covid bebetul takda katanya... hemmm bila lah itu. Tapi dekat sana pun tak boleh camping overnight.

Pastu okay takpelah, beli je lah barang barang camping dulu. Semangatt ni nak start balik masuk hutan! Haha. Pastu pergi Decathlon, our kenalan there suggest Pertak Campsite. Beli beli je, nak pergi mana pun ta confirm lagi masa tu haha. Weekend tu off we go! First time kena bawak balik bag berat berat haha, and plus our twoooooooooooooooo kids! Tapi Althaf kira boleh compromise lagi la dia nak jalan tu , pujuk pujuk, merayu sikit jalanlah dia. Yang tak boleh dipujuk? BETUL. Diva Catalina Maryam. Patut dulu bubuh je nama " Diva Diva Maryam" ha ha ha.

seronok anak anak, sampai campsite terus terjun, alhamdulillah

pertak river

Sebenarnya Pertak tu rupanya bawah kutu and medang je, located betul betul kat bawah before simpang nak ke Bukit Kutu, and Lata Medang. Selama ni pergi menonong je ikut kawan haha tak tahu pun nama tempat. Tapi yang tak bestnya, dah tak boleh parking dekat dengan jambatan tu, so we have to walk all the wayyy from rumah orang asli disitu ke camping site. BERPELUHH GAIS, I MEAN SUSAH GAISSS, HAHAHAHAHA. Dengan ration nya, dengan kena bawak beg besarnya. Nasib baik mendatar je. Part bawak diva baik hati lah paling susah sebab bef je dah makan bahu, ada load pulak nak kena dukung. Menangkap betul rasa dia. Thanks Maryam :') sebab tak nak jalan :') 

the kids firt night at jungle, yols did well kiddos, goodjob, sah anak bani hahaha

our dinner that night, seronokk, main masak masak haha

excited dulu hiking buddies, sekarang soulmate hiking hiphop wannabe buddies

rinduuuu :(

byeee pertak...

Campsite tu betul luas and bersih, and because we were the only family there (Seram) bolehlah sesuka nak duduk mana, pastu sis pun boleh free hair sebab takda orang! hahahahah Boleh memandi sesuka hati. Tapi still kena berjaga kalau siang tu ramaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sangat orang mendaki nak ke Bukit Kutu and Lata Medang.

Then the next week nya, we went to Air Terjun Lepoh. Sebenarnya nak pergi Kem Lolo je. Pastu sampai sampai sana, lahh kena ada permit! Then the person in charge sana suggest pergi Lepoh sebab tak perlu permit,kena minta izin orang asli sana je. Then ku rasa oh this journey gonna be easy lah, trekking santai santai. Sekali haaaaaaaaaaaaa kau 10km pergi balik! Rasa rasa? TAPI SUMPAH BEST. RINDUKU TERUBAT NAK TREKKING, NAK TREKKING DALAM HUJAN, NAK MANDI SUNGAI, NAK TENGOK WATERFALL. *NANGIS*

waterfall lepoh , masya Allah . sedih tak boleh lama sebab suamiku risau dah lewat nak turun...padahal baru kul 2... hahaha penat tau naik!

Waterfall Lepoh tu kalau first time nak panjat panjat quite susah jugak, tapi kalau dah selalu naik gunung sana sisni, celah kuku je. Pernah dulu naik Tahan, balik tu naik broga, pastu rasa broga tu taik gigi je senang dia....tapi tu dulu lah, ni sis nak buat perbandingan ye bila dah biasa naik gunung susah susah, yang bukit bukit ni senang je. It always hard for the first timer kan? Pastu memang lah rasa penat yang ni sebab mentally pun tak ready, banyak jugak part menaik kat sana, pacak dia ada satu part tu pacak betul ye. Bukan main lagi. Tercyduk rasa. Hahah

Tapi i think this leg of mine miss all of these, walaupun rasa penat tapi kaki ni macam boleh layan je, bestttttttttttt. Thankyou kaki. #pulakdah

family photo firsttt, mencabar ye buatku, dahla ku dah gomok

masa ni seronokk sebab hujan haha lama tak trekking dalam hujan,

Masa nak naik tu quite challenging jugak sebab anak anak semua pakat nangis, nasib baik i free body je masa tu, bawak carrier je. Bergilir ganti Maryam and Althaf naik. Althaf sampai tertidur kat belakang. dahla part mencanak 45 degree tu dia tidur ye, dah nak sampai baru dia bangun and jalan balik. Masa balik Althaf did a very good job. Turun jalan sampaiiii lah sampai! Eh, jap ada naik carrer kejap sebab rasa kesian kat dia mesti penat, tapi 100/200 meter je kot sebab menangkap pulak balik tu kat bahu. Masa pergi semangat eh kuat. Haha

Maryam? yeee, berdukung je dari awal sampai akhir hahahaha. Tapi dia dah nak almost 2 years, perangai budak nak masuk  dua tahun ni bukan boleh dibawa berbincang. Gerammm je rasa haha. Dengan tantrumnya etc, sape suruh mak pak hang masuk hutan time ko baru nak lalu fasa tantrum kan!???

Alhamdulillah, it was all good experience, So, where to next? Heehee

seronok shopping nak gincamping masa ni! lepastu sekarang dah pkpb balik tak dapat lagilah buat sementara waktu ni.... so sad, semoga ALLAH angkat bala ujian ini ...dan semoga semua orang kuat menghadapinya okay? 

Assalamualaikum!