13 August 2014

A BAD DAY IT IS






It seems today's gonna be a lunatic day for me. PHEW. So, today I've got my result for semester 5. AND as expected, i failed one of the subject. People often says, or there is this one quote that says "never show your weaknesses to the other, they will take the chance to ruin you" or something like that la. But i am waaaaaaaay more honest than you look. As the sun starts to sunshine brightly, i innocently whatsapping my housemate's group asked them "hey hows your result" and one person replied "alhamdulillah". Then i started to feel insecure, then i start to tell the group that i failed one subject and there goes " krik krik krik". You know.. this results thingy sometimes are so sensitive that you can't tell that freely to your friends unless they are truly your best friend/someone who understand you. But things happened. Anyway..I kind of redha la with this result....but kinda of sad too.. cause...im gonna learn back all the stuffs that i f***** hate.. and i dont know..may Allah ease this last semester for me. I just cursed and now i asked Allah to helps me.. Duh... hahahaha


the others bad things happened today is like all the vehicles want to hit me and crash me off. and i lost. yup SESAT. I was in the middle of thinking of what my future is going to be and as you know Shah Alam has lottttttttttttt a mouthful loads of roundabouts. So here i went to this one road that leads me to hundreds of dizziness roundabout. And as i tried to return back to the road that familiar to me.... *deadpan and sighing*. I was so excited earlier as i said to my friends " yeaaa hari nak keluar awal nak datang pejabat awal" and went off with angkuh face. Hahahaha. But i think this thing of " off to work earlier" just doesn't work to a human named aqila safuan.

WELL, it doesn't to be a bad day at all comparing of what happened to me and to the other sides of the world. Gaza, syria, rohingya all the muslims that all the times facing obstacles as muslims and my problems are nothing compared to them..

Thank you Allah, and i am sorry mama.. i will try to do my best during the last semester.....






25 July 2014

honesty

I always thought that being honest is always a very good act that we can do and practice. I mean, we all do lie often to be in the good side, to prove that we are not actually wrong or you are just a liars to be at the beginning of your smelly breath on the day you are borned to see the world. KAH. I am living my life by believing that you must try as hard as you can to be honest. Unless, *under some circumstances*

Anyway, having to sacrificed my only one and a half months of holiday just for practical course is something that i dont really fancy. (But now that i have been here in the office for days and seems like the workers here are like coming from heaven and all they do is giving me duit raya, i do seems to be fancy of this *chuckle*) .You are in part 5, and another one semester left, and although all you do during the second last semester is ponteng kelas, and only had dragon fire breath during the weeks of final examination, but still i do need holiday . Holiday from all the im-not-doing-well-in-exam-so-gonna-repeat-some-of-the-papers-but-first-let-me-enjoy-the-sugar-sweet-melancholy-of-this-heavenly-free-time and yup here comes "practical thingy". 

So, this one morning during my seat browsing the internet on this cozy red chair, the boss assistant called us saying that the boss wanna meet us. Here goes the nervous movement, eyes went juling, fingers went freezing, bulu starts coming out from my ears and please stop that qila. HAhaha..a...aaa Because that day will be the first time we meet personally with the boss, and it is a norm to be nervous when this occasion comes right? 

And all the nervousness went nothing. He seems so niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. Nope. he is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Seriously, i think he is in his forty, but still look young and cool and his office looks very neat and calming. He asked where we study, our course, and bla bla blaa.. until this question came out from his mouth "cita cita nak jadi apa?"

Then..here..it..comes..the.."honest moment with your 1/1/2 months boss"

"em..saya nak jadi suri rumah." with proud face and a bit of prettiness. (kahkah)

The boss looked at me with shock-controlled-expression and with some nodded movement. After he asked the other girl with the same question, he looked back at me like a father who worries about his daughter that occasionally get drunk every night and taking ganja with her friends, acting like monyet in the public, wears clothes like kim kardashian and etc..

he said

"awak tak boleh macam tu bla bla bla... ...kita sekarang ni zaman lain bla bla bla......kena ada cita cita,,,cita cita kena besar.bla bla bla...hidup zaman ni hidup sara tinggi..perempuan zaman sekarang bla bla bla... .....zaman degree dulu bla bla bla... awak belajar guna duit mak ayah awak kena bla bla bla..."

After he ends his speech i was so .. *deadpanned* i was not expecting this actually. Nor that i wanted to hear he compliment me because of the dream i have. I'm just so speechless of being that stupid. I could not foresee that the company that i have been doing my practical is a high class company..i mean...i know that the company is a very structural organised company but still my immature attitude cannot be hidden even.....but.....and...now....what would he thinks of me...i must be like burung gagak suara kepit that lost her kepak to him. My first impression to the boss was so devastating. Can you feel me? Can youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? *kesat air mata nanah*

but still, he is very nice.

May Allah ease his life dunya akhirat.


24 July 2014

still into you

Thought that i have been stop liking you since i unfollowed you from any social networks which obviously you, not even one try to follow me back. I dont really care if this happen with other people, but hey im crushing on you. You should give me some feedback lah . bukan kah patutnya? kahkah

I think it was about for 3 months that when nights come and you are not in my mind, not stalking you anymore, and im okay with that. I thought. But..i think it was because i have been actively hiking and some guys have been entering in and out of my mind constantly and i thought naaah,

But in just one moment, you appeared back on my mind , and now i have been actively stalking you back like a retarded fat dugong who have a dream to marry a prince. Of course, you are not like the prince. You are just a jerk that have good face (im not quite sure with this), nice talent, and some ruined attitudes and mental disability and bajet bagus and whatevah.

And during this Ramadhan, i happened to be having a practical course in Shah Alam, which is quite okay for me up until now. But the other days, didah came and requested to solat Terawih at Masjid UiTM Shah Alam, and then i remembered this one crucial extraordinary moment happen at the masjid during the old days back when i still study at Shah Alam. 

Back then when i was so crazy about him, that even in my prayer i asked Allah to give me a hint, if he is the one for me, he should be up in front of me during this prayer. That time we were asked to berjemaah together with boys at the front, and girls at the back.  

IT REALLLLLLLLLLLY HAPPENED. After we finished our prayer, right after that i was just looking at the front crowd and he was there, sat in front of me wearing baju melayu in green color. And that moment, i was seriously shocked. I mean, who would not be shocked right? Its like Allah have gave me a hint that he is the one for me, and i liked him so much back then. and of course he was not and still not likes me but woooo. That was big vent for me. Although only me and Allah knows. 

But i dont know, up untill now, he still doesnt know me ( he might just basically know me, and i appear to be a girl who seems familiar to him la kot, haha). And i have feelings too, to be loved so i thought what really happened back then was just a gift from Allah bagi mengubati hatiku yang lara dan lama sangat syok sendiri.

Since i have been making and know a lot of guys friends, many guys come into my mind and i thought yeah why not try to like some other guys than him. And it was just okay for me to adjust and like other guys. Try to give my own self the opportunity. But it doesnt seems right. The feels.

But for now, lets just follow the flows.
Because feelings changed. and they do changed.


08 July 2014

Ku sangka sepertinya air

Ku sangka sepertinya air,
Yang tiada putus mengalir,
Seperti aliran sejuk berair,
Di perairan lembah yang mencair.

Ku sangka sepertinya air,
Menyapa hangat nafasku yang mengalir,
Mengimbangkan akan rasa yang tersengat,
Tapi bukan damai yang terpikat.

Ku sangka sepertinya air, 
Bak darah berdegup lari mengalir,
Hati berdenyut berdegup lenguh,
Sakit, teriakku separa mengaduh.

Ku sangka sepertinya air,
Duduk ku tegap di bawah atap gua berair,
Harapan ku agar tenang yang mengalir,
Lama duduk ku makin bengkok, disirami kenangan pekat darah hanyir..



Percaya ku sangkanya jitu bak air di perlembahan yang senantiasa mengalir,
tetapi bukanlah kau seperti tenang nya air yang berlari lembut ke dasar hati
yang nafasnya tiada henti bergulir,
terima kasih atas harapan yang kau aliri,
akan ku genggam kenangan hanyir ini didalam benak ingatanku..
buat jadi pengajaran selama mana aku berputar berlari di perairan masa.. 


-As



07 July 2014

Bodoh




Manusia itu penuh dengan kebodohan,
Tidak pernah kenal dengan erti faham,
Tidak pernah faham dengan yang salah,
Salah yang terang menyinari jiwa.

Kerna manusia itu sering lupa,
Terbuai dengan keindahan kenangan,
Tertipu dengan jiwa dan rasa,
Terlena dengan kenyamanan.

Aku bodoh. 
Ya, aku manusia yang sangat bodoh.
Untuk tertipu buat kali keduanya.
Kerna aku lupa,
Kerna aku lupa,
Kerna aku.... lupa,
Rasa yang pernah ditusuk didalam jiwa

Rasa yang ngilu dikala mata dipejam
Rasa yang hanyir dikala kenangan menerjah
Rasa yang yang jatuh dikala malam menjelma


Kenapa..
Kenapa.. Aku perlu tertipu buat kali keduanya,
Kenapa.. Aku perlu menjadi sebegini bodoh untuk kesekian kalinya..


26 June 2014

Final is coming and you are at home to study

Indeed, is a way to gain the bless and pahalaaa from Allah . ahahahha. The reasons is ..

When i tried to focus on my studies and making some nervous movement cause havent finished a thing for this saturday paper.

Mommy was like 

"
Go and send your sister to school
Go and pick up your sister
Go and buy durian
Go and cook maggi for me
Come urut me
Come garu me.
"

Ahahaha. The best time spent is with your mother seriously speaking. Lama tak spend masa dengan mama lately. 


May Allah easy my upcoming papers. Scared as much as i scared of sharks and laut dalam and lipas and perempuan yg cuba goda crush ai. 

24 June 2014

Rasa

Apa yang kita rasa hari ini,
Tidak semestinya sama apa yang kita akan rasa buat hari mendatang, 

Rasa bahagia,
Rasa sayang,
Rasa suka,
Rasa benci,
Rasa marah..

Rasa pada saat saat yang terbina akan menjadi kenangan.

Semuanya... Semuanya tak akan kekal..
Kerana rasa itu pudar normanya.
Kenangan itu juga akan hilang,
berputar dengan kenangan baru,
bermain dengan masa,
bergulir dengan saat dan ketika..

Tetapi.. saat yang dikutip,
disimpan dibenak otak,
bergulir dengan darah dan nafas ,
 harus kita meniti rasa bahagianya,
harus kita selami rasa sayangnya,
harus kita sabar dengan rasa marahnya..


Kerana rasa itu akan hilang,
sepi.. Gelap ditelan waktu..


Semoga rasa rasa ini tidak memakan diri...
Mengajar kita menjadi lebih bermakna, lebih faham,
lebih peka ..
Akan rasa yang mendatang.


As-

16 June 2014

Pengalaman pertama


maafla buka bukak blog gamba den tengah selfie. wakakaka!

Mendaki keseorangan! It was such a lonely journey to be honest. Yela nak mengadu kat siapa kalau sempot keluar hingus, nak makan suap suap dengan siapa, nak ketawa pun memang dakle kalau sorang sorang. Tercabot pokok tengok manusia mendaki keseorangan gelak secara tiba tiba. Muahahaha. Tapi saya tak boleh menahan kegatalan saya yang melampaui batas batas norma seorang manusia pendaki. Rasanya hampir dua minggu tak mendaki masa tu. Giannya Allah je yang tahu. Jadi masa tu saya dah berkeputusan untuk pergi mendaki tak kira apa pun yang berlaku. Bukan tak ada kawan.. Tapi kawan hiking pun poei mendaki masa tu. And i was available during sunday only so yeap. Dan sebenarnya.. Teringin nak mendaki sorang. Muahahahha

Sebelum nak pi mendaki tu khabaq kat wan lama dah boleh tak nak daki sorang sorang. Dia punya la marah tak bagi tak bagi bahaya dan sebagainya. Maafkan saya, sesungguhnya orang yang bernama aqila ni walaupun penakut tetapi kedegilan dia boleh tahan macam siput babi sawan. Kahkah.

Jadi masa tu decided nak daki broga+ gunung tokwan. Never been to tok wan langsung. Selalu daki sampai broga. Lagipun broga botaaak. Tak asherr masuk hutan pun. Tak asher tak asherr. Ahahaha.

Pagi tu walaupun bangun lewat, tetap kental nak pi jugak. Padahal tengahari daj janji dengan kawan nak pi lata hammer. Tapi sebagai manusia yang bijak membahagikan masa (muahahahha) saya mengambil keputusan untuk main redah ja. 


Masa sampai broga dalam 8 lebih nak ke 9. Pehhh tekejot mak datuk. Ramainya orang sampai kena parking luar. Dah macam ada pesta jom heboh dah. Dengan ramainya, dengan gerai pelbagai juadah, siap ada baju khas broga lagi, siap ada tandas baru. Hemmm mana tak botak broga tu. Tapi keramaian tu sebenarnya menyalakan harapan jugakla agar ramai orang ke Tok wan sekali tapi malangnya.... 

Setelah bersesak jam dengan keramaian orang untuk ke puncak broga, saya pun duduk melepaskan lelah barang sebentar . Lepas tu den kalot. Mata tercari cari arah mana nak ke tok wan ni. Selang beberapa saat je kalot datanglah seorang makcik dan anak anaknya ni dari arah yang berlainan yakini saya arah nak ke tok wan agaknya. Makanya mode : peramah saya terpaksa dipasang dengan segera

Aqila : makcik.. Makcik dari arah tokwan ke?

Makcik: eh hh dop.. Makcik dok lepak kat bawah sana tu jaaa. Kenapa? Nak ke tokwan ke?

Aqila: ohh.. Ha'ah.. Agak agak tau ke macam mana nak ke tokwan?

Makcik: ohh tokwan lalu sini *sambil tunjuk arah* tapi jauh nakkk. Kamu sorang ke? Kalau sorang takpayah ke sana. Bahaya. Blaa.. Blaa.. Blaaa.. Penat... Bla... Blaa... Lama..... Bla... 

Aqila: oh....


Makcik: dulu makcik penah pi sana tapi makcik tobat dah takmo pi lagi... Blaa... Blaaa.. Bla... Bla... Ada benda kat atas tu.. Tak caya tengok gamba ni


Selepas saya ditunjukkan gambar makcik dan anaknya berselfie bertiga (makhluk ketiga bukan manusia) dan sedikit lagi leteran bunga yang dihadiahkan free kepada saya, saya terus kalut menunggu disitu. Dalam hati kata bila lah makcik ni nak blah. Den dah lambat ni. 

Saat berpusingnya makcik dan anak anaknnya nak turun dari broga, sayabterus berlari desup ke arah tokwan sambil berkata dalam hati "lantaklaaa, gian nak masuk hutan ni" muahahahaha


Jadi setelah satu jam dua minit sampailah saya ke puncak Tok wan. Sunyinyaaa. walaupun sejam je mendaki. Tapi dah sampai puncak pulak takde orang. Damn betul rasa. Terpaksa lah up gamba selfie kat puncak. Muko kalau lawo tak po tapi nak buek cemano den upload jo. Bahahahahaha. Lepas 5 minit duduk puncak den tak keruan dah tak tau nak buek apo. Lepas tu den turun, masuk kereta, dan terus ke ktm untuk dijemput oleh yb jed ke lata hammer.


Petang pegi lata hammer pun kena trekking landai satu jam. Den waktu tu dah pewai dah. Malasnya nal berjalan, den ingat air tojun tu dokek la kan. Bahahahaha. Itulah, jadi disini ku selitkan beberapa keping gambar buat tatapan.







den sebenarnya ade assignment kena buek ni. tapi biasala ni aqila. study stdy assignment ni bukan mainan dia. muahahahahaha klah bai!

05 May 2014

Trans Yong Yap-Bubu-Tok Nenek

Selama 4 hari 3 malam, dengan kekuatan 35 orang termasuk crew 5 orang dan pembantu masakan iaitu saya! hahaha. Serius lah trip ni tak rancang langsung sebenarnya. Hari rabu gerak, hari selasa baru abang eddy ajak. Mana tak kelam kabut. Assignment tak siap, kena ponteng kelas pulak jumaat, barang semua kat bangi, dengan berdebarnya lagi nak bagitahu mama, dengan kerisaun maha mega nya takut tak fit sebab tak training proper tapi alhamdulillah Allah pemberi daya kekuatan semuanya berjalan lancar. Alhamdulillah .

Trip ni memang saya idam idamkan ah. Sejak dengar kat gunung Bujang Melaka yang abang eddy , wan, dengan abang bani nak gi tersentuh rasa hati " taknak ajak saya kee". Mengidam tapi malu nak tanya tapi yeayerrsss alhamdulillah dikabulkan juga untuk pergi. Suka gila. Rasa best gila. Macam tak cukup 3 malam dalam hutan. Nak lagi plissss. hhahahaha oh okai sambung bercerita.

Gerak malam rabu tu, diorang ambik kat lrt gombak bergerak secara carpool ke cameron. Sumpah tak tahu geng geng pejoi, abang aeri, palong semua ikut. Diorang tu best gila. Pastu dah rasa yeayerss ada geng lagi. Sampai kat masjid kampung Raja tu pukul 3 lebih, dan tidur sampai subuh lepas tu macam biasalah brekfes, dan gerak naik powil ke kaki gunung. 




Maaf la saya tak pakai jam masa hiking hatta dimana mana pun jadi tak tahu bila sampai whatsoever. Nak tahu time bila sampai je baru tahu tanya orang. Tapi yang pasti sampai kem Agas tempat bermalam waktu tu pukul 4 petang dan sampai sampai je mandi, dan siap sedia untuk menjadi pembantu masakan yang bertauliah. Serius suka gila main masak masak. Dapat chef yang masak sedap gilaa pulak tu. Hahahaha. 



Esok paginya gerak gerak siap pukul 9 pagi untuk bergerak terus ke puncak Yong Yap. Kena lalu kem sungai y kecil, kem sungai y baru, kem balak pecah dan last sekali last water point. Peeeehh saya ingat babe saya ingat tempat kami berhenti. hahahaaha. Last water point tu memang jauh ah nak kena ambik, lepas tu suh acong je gi ambik. hahaha. Start dari simpang nak ke puncak tu hujan turun lebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat sangat. Saya tak rasa stress pun pasal mandi hujaaan kot. hahahaha. Tapi trek nak ke puncak tu memang aummmm rasa dia. Panjat panjat memanjat lagi, habis guna semua lutut betis tangan kepala. Dah tu nasib badan kaki pendek. Hhahahaa. Alhamdulillah sampai puncak pukul 4 lebih. Last grup sampai pukul 8 malam. Grup last tu sweeper dengan sorang ni je. Yang lain mostly sampai pukul 6 lebih. Alhamdulillah. 







dengan crew crew, saya bukan crew tapi peserta je miahahaha 

Hari ketiga tu tujuan utama memang hardcore lah abang eddy kata, dan siap pesan dari hari pertama lagi. Sebab kena pergi redah Mount Bubu, Mount Tok Nenek dan shoot terus ke kem berlumut sebab tu je kem yang ada water point. Dari last water point yang hari kedua sampai hari ketiga malam baru ada sumber air bayangkanlah betapa kena catunya air. Nak gi ke puncak Bubu tu rasa okay lagi rasa, makin lama mendaki makin faham erti "layaan" je trek. hahaha jadi trip kali ni saya takla rasa mental sangat kecuali nak ke Gunung Tok Nenek tu. Sebabnya lepas sampai Puncak Bubu, kena lalu dua puncak baru sampai ke Gunung Tok Nenek. Satu Kem Kayung dengan Kem Kambing. Bila dah sampai ke Kem Kayung tu baru rasa mental sebab ingatkan dah sampai puncak tok nenek sebab trek dia ... hahahaha tapi lepas tu layan je. Dari puncak Kayung nak ke kambing dekat je, dari puncak Kambing nak ke Tok nenek lagilaah dekat. 





Masalah yang ada dekat sini adalah masa dah sampai puncak Gunung Bubu tu dah pukul 1.50 petang. Pastu abang eddy kata kita kena tunggu semua peserta baru boleh gerak pergi Tok Nenek. Apalagi dah nak dekat 3 jam tunggu still orang last tak sampai dah naik beku duduk atas, baru abang eddy ubah plan yang kitorang gerak dulu, biar abang eddy tunggu. Rasa masa tu macamm ahh rugi rugii nak kena kejar masa pulak nak tengok view kat Tok Nenek. Tapi nak buat macam mana abang eddy buat keputusan teamwork. So tak kisahla. Alhamdulillah sampai kat Puncak Tok Nenek tu pukul 6 lebih sempat lagi layan view ambik gambar semua. Yeayersss. 




Dengan chef kak ikaa. SEDAAAP angat dia masak. hihihi

Lepas dah puas bergambar tu dah maghrib, wajib tak boleh treking masa mahgrib. Bahaya sangat. Jadi pukul 7 50 macam tu baru gerak turun, itupun bila semua dah sampai. Ada yang masih tak sampai lagi tapi ada sweeper yang jaga, jadi sampai kat kem Berlumut dalam pukul 9 lebih. First time rasa pewai bila masak sebab kena ambik air dalam keadaan malam dengan air yang susah nak masuk botol lepas tu time wanita wanita semua tengah mandi. Sumpah rasa kalut gilaaa ahhh. hahahahahaha. Malam tu jumpa emai buat daypack dengan geng geng dia. hahahahaha .Emai kelakar ahh, alhamdulillah janji nak bagi kitkat tertunas. Penat pegang amanah sebab semua minta cokelat terpaksa cakap " adaa, tapi ni nak kena bagi orang dah janji" hahahahahah. Malam tu tidur pukul 4 lebih pagi sebab tunggu orang last sampai. Habis je bagi nasi kat orang last terus abang eddy suruh tidur. krohhhhhhhhhhh

Esok paginya hari lassst. Tak semangat pun nak balik sebab kena keluar hutan dah. Tak boleh nak main masak masak, tak boleh nak mandi air sejuk, tak boleh nak hirup udara segar, aahhh sedapnya sedapnyaaa. Gerak turun pun pukul 12 30 tengahari. Memang lewat gilaa ah. AHAHAA crew crew semua penat kena backtrack, over time semua memang tahniahh semua tabik kat korang. Last sampai kat kaki gunung dalam pukul 6 lebih masa tu. Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat turun dalam pukul 8 lebih . Malam tu makan makan semua dan kroooooooooooooh

yeayerssss!! Trip best penuh gelak ketawa ALHAMDULILLAH SEKALI LAGI.
repeat jom? hihi



16 April 2014

hey there

haven't blog for a while i think!
hahahaha. wait. let me count. ceit haven't blog for 2 weeks laa to be exact.
"lama" sangat.

anyway, lots of important sweet happy things had happened lately.

1) my brother's marriage.



2)hiked G Nuang via janda baik



3)hiked B. Kutu 


4) and met this adorable gorgeously baby boy who looks like a girl bebuuuuuuu!


anyway, i don't know why i am so tired today. tidur awal gila after maghrib and thanks Allah waking me up at  3 something to have the chance to perform isya prayer.

im currently excited for my next hiking activity in this upcoming friday but i am so so afraid to tell my mother about this. Dia dah marah saya banyak kali masuk hutan setiap minggu and saya tak faham why can;t her just let me beeeeeeeeee. sobs sobs sobs. I know that she is so worried about my safety there, but in shaa Allah Allah jaga (walaupun saya hamba yang jahat dan hina) but anyway. MACAM MANA NI NAK BAGITAHU KENA MASUK HUTAN LAGI.

plusssssssssssss. man. after keluar hutan, esoknya test and i have not read anything yet. look. hari ni dah khamis. esok dah gerak. i totally screwed up lah this sem. but still got time to revise right. hahaha



this sounds so much like a diaryyyyyyyyh. 

29 March 2014

that failed moment

my abang will get married in this upcoming month so all his words are about

" kena la rajin belajar masak"
" pergi lah rajin tolongkan diri bantu mama kat dapur"

bla bla bla. Perangai dia sebelum duduk yaman, lepas balik yaman membebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel je. Sebijik perempuan. Then i wondered ni siapa entah yang nak kahwin ni . KAH!

tapi hey! sikap suka melawan ni dah sebati hocay dalam diri baby ran. lagi lagi dengan abang baby ran.

" heyyy...jangan nak pandang rendah okay jangan nak pandang rendah! kau tak tengok gambar aku masak lagi.. haaa" sambil dengan rakusnya scroll hanpon cari gamba masakan lama lama yang aku pernah masak semasa dia berada di yaman. Dia duduk yamaan berbulan bulan, mana dia nak tahu aku ni sebenarnya berdedikasi dan rajin. Ceit betul

aku tunjuk gambar aku masak kari .
dia nganga sikit



aku tunjuk gambar masakan tomyam aku
dia lagi nganga...
"wushh banyak ni..."
"letak kentang qila?"




masa tu memang pandangan dia kagum habis lah dekat aku. aku punya hidung pun dah ala ala shrek punya bini. kembang kempis bangga mampu masak sesedap tu eh. sedap kewwww? kah!kah!


tiba tiba dia pegang tempat bekas operation dia yang baru kena bedah sambil tahan gelak dengan muka sakit . dia tunjuk gambar yang ada resipi tomyan yang gigih aku google hari tu. aku waktu tu dah " demmmmmmmmmmmm kantoi la pulak"

pastu aku punya tergelak besar gila sebab malu dah masak guna resipi google, dengan muka perit abang aku yang tengah tahan gelak sebab sakit. KAHKAHKAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKAH.




eleh, masak jugak kan. air tangan sendiri jugak kan.
hemmmmm



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