Nasi Impit dan Kuah Kacang

Assalamualaikum!

Seperti yang dikatakan di entry yang lepas... bahawa sanya saya akan mengalami depresi yang besar kerana tidak dapat beraya bersama keluarga pada tahun ini..benar benar terjadi..

OK. taklah depressed mana. Tapi, disebabkan hormon hormon pregnancy ini membuatkan hati seorang wanita ini mudah benar terluka dan tersentuh dan sememangnya saya dilahirkan untuk terlebih drama dari manusia yang lain.

(may i write in broken english? thank you. hahahaha)

So we went back to Kedah, one day before raya. The journey was so smooooooooooth than the journey back to my kampung Melaka. Because of what? Because i was able to sleep and snore and eeaaattt and annoyed my husband who was fasting and him, being patient with all the needs that i want

Nak bubur mcd laa  (unfortunately mcd takde dekat rnr highway kecuali rnr highway Genting Sempah, and we ended having a little fight

"tadi sebelum highway bukan ada mc d ke ? *muka nangis*

"ye la.. tapi semua mcd belah sana.. macam mana, sayang cakap lambat nak mcd..tiba2 dah highway"

"takkanla takde mcd lagi huaaaa nak bubur...lapaaar .."

"lain taknak?"

"taknak. nk bubur jugak"

yeah. i know. i hate myself too.

My husband weakest point is : bila isteri dia lapar. This sweet guy just cannot stands when im hungry

But because i insisted that i want bubur MCD!! I only be able to eat it after we arrived at Kedah, and after he dropped by at Aman Sentral Mall just to buy bubur for me. and that was 6 hours laterrr k. At 6 pm. I am freaking pregnant. Might be just fasting hahahahaha.. (padahal dah melantak jagung, milo 2 kotak letak ais , and many more )

So the drama starts from the 1st day of raya.

My in law family is a veryyyyyyyyyyyyy veryyy kind hearted family, they treat me so good that i do not feel like an outsider or stranger. Everyone was smile ear to ear with me and it feels so good like usual. It was the 3rd time i stayed at Kedah, and despite their humble hospitality and i was still feeling very shy when it comes to EAT.

THE depressing moments was:

1) There is no nasi impit on pagi raya. There is no kuah kacang. But there was Rendang cooked by mil, and my husband lovess it so much that i determined to learn how to cook Rendang. (butthatdeterminationvanishedrightaway) (hahahahaha) (itwashismothercook) (sonevermind) (everyonelovestheirownmothercookright). I ve been spending my Raya with nasi impit and kuah kacang and lemang and rendang. I mean, every single day of the first Raya as for the 23 FREAKING YEARS, that was what i usually eat on the first pagi Raya.

But on the 24th of my pagi raya, My lovely mil prepared keaw teaw goreng and rendang, and ketupat palas that she prepared last night. I was so taken aback by the fact that there is no usual food that I always eat, nevertheless i eat the keaw teaw like there is no tomorrow. SO hungry. (pregnancymakesyouhungryallthetime) (ESPECIALLY IN THE MORNING) It was SERIOUSLY OKAY AND I CAN ADAPT TO IT....SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.. i mean i know how to adapt with the situation. So it was like nevermind la.. balik kampung nanti boleh makan.

Later after solat Raya, and snapped some Family photos.. my husband family and I went to visit the saudara mara punya rumah from Kedah side sampaila to Perlis Side. We went to 6 houses but there is no freaking nasi Impit and kuah kacang. hahahahaaha. I was still okay with it. You know my face when expecting to every houses.

"UH oh.. ketupat pulut lagi.."

"uh oh.. why did they serve nasi ayam..nasi hujan panas..mihun sup....where is the nasi impit? kuah kacang? helloo? are you there?? at the back of the kitchenn??"

But still i was okay with it. Malahan melantak lagi. HAHAHAHAAHA what do i deserve to eat all those kind of foodsssssss. Look at my "days to ganti puasa" it is gonna be so depressing to ganti hahahahahahaha. I can imagining my husband revenge, eating yummy food in front of me.... Err.. no la.. he is matured. He wont do that, dont you hubby? *wink*

But it was NO OKAY for me when the 2nd day of Raya came. My in law family has Open house on this day, and because i was too tired i woke up at 10 and lend my hands right away after i wash my face. Because it was a very busy day for the family, my husband and the family didnt have the time to ask me "qila makanla dulu..." TT TT TT , you know..morning is always the crucial time for me to eat.. My husband did shows me nugget on his hand ready to enter into his mouth but at the same time asked me " nak nugget?" and that was before i washed my face K. Ofcourse girl like me, have to take care of kebersihan. Luls, and I weakly said " no la..."

Later when i was doing some masak2 cores like carit ayam, my husband shoved one nugget to my mouth and he doesn't know how GLAAAAD i am to eat it. It was like "DO IT AGAIN HUBBY, SHOVED MY FREAKING MOUTH WITH NUGGET 100 TIMES I AM VERY HUNGRY BUT WHY DONT YOU SUAP ME THAT LONELY NASI GORENG TOO"

You see, 1 nugget entered my mouth because my husband gave me. Another 1 nugget entered my mouth after 1279237982times i tried to FIGHT MY SHYNESS TO eat. And that was all i eat until Zuhur. 2 beautiful nuggets. Only twoooooooooooooooooooooooooo..!! I was not be able to merengek to my husband because he went to kedai to buy some stuffs, and knowing him... he would try to search the items that assigned to him no matter what, so it was 2nd day of raya..no shops open rite..and to wait for him to come back home just to tell HOW HUNGRY I WAS, was a disastrous moment for me..

When he finally came back home, it was already almost 1 o clock. I went to the room and told him that i was soooooo hungry, and he being so blur said

"laaa kenapa tak makan?"

".............."

"kenapa tak makan? nak tunggu orang jugak ke baru nak makan"

"....hubby...lapar la...aaaa tak laratnya..lapar sangat.."

"kenapa tak makan.. kan nasi goreng ada tu nugget kan ada.."

this man.

why could not he get it that without him, i am nothing?! luls (apa kaitannya)

i mean, i still not used to the family, the shyness of me to eat like a family is still farr farr away from my comfort ability

then to save my energy from his blur ness, i just said that i want to go to mandi, and after i prayed zuhur and asar (jamak) he was still with

"kenapa tak makan... dah tau tak larat.."

"kenapa tak ma..."

"hubby! dahla tu..."

i mean despite asking me why dont I eat can you just take me some nasi goreng ke nuggets ke ape, but he is not. I dont know why.. he was searching for nahaslathis guy as he continued to teased me

"kenapa tak makannnnn.........."

"hubby...hubby ingat kelakar ke??" i sempat menjeling (and that was the first time i felt very angry with him)

right away after i said that, i burst into a very vey very saddening, howling tears and crying. I was feeling so extremely sad.. all the thoughts came to my mind..like..

"i wouldnt have to suffer from this hunger if i am at melaka now.." (so drama.....)

"i want to eat kuah kacng mama..i want to eat rendang mama.." 

"i want to go back now.. i dont want to stay here..anymore.."

"mama...can you hear my telepathy...i wanna go back..."

"nasi impit...............kuah kacang....rendang....."

my husband's baju melayu got basah after he tried to pujuk and hug me to calm me down... but it was not easy maaaan... it was a longg longggg cry... i was sobbing so real with mucus running out my nose, tears streaming down my face, so wet my tudung wet, everything wet.. Even after i stop crying, and my husband took me out of the room, i ran back to the room and cried a river again... how could you play with my emotion hubby.... (after all.. it was just because of food..duhh aqila)

And of of course my pity husband, who has to witness and pasrah with my touching ness, saying hundred times that he was sorry for treating me like that (hahahahaha) and i feel so bad. I always felt so bad every time he said sorry.. I mean he is always be a good husband to me, but this hormonal pregnancy emotions just to purrrr.....

To end my story,

i finally able to eat

nasi daging and mangga with kuah rojak. It tasted so MARVELOUSSSSSS and i was all happy again with my husband... hahahahahahaahaaha...

selamat hari raya Aidilfitri semuaaaa!!! 

baju raya

Hi everyone ( i mean, hi, me, yeah hi myself hahahaha!)

So today, i went to one of the bangi mall to accompany my mom, because she wanted to buy my sister baju raya. Since it would be hard for her to carry my sister with trolley, me being sleepy err day has to fight the laziness inside my body and weakly said "yes, okay mummy" when she asked whether i want to follow or not.

And,this year i would have to beraya as a wife.... meaning,

• i would not be a able to beraya with my family first (it is such a big depression butttttt but but husband first right... so i would have to spend days in Kedah and get reallll with life. You are someone wife aqila. he he
• Since, i am someone wife, my husband now has the honors to buy me baju raya!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. So it feels so wrong to make my mum buys for me anymore.. I rarely ask her for money now... and i have less 'wish list' rather than the past of my life because merely i dont really have money (surirumah..) and i dont want to burden my husband... (but i burden him with lots of food that i want hahaha)

Continuing the story... as my mother already chose what to buy for my sister, she then asked me what i want for mine. I was like " oh no mummy, its okay..abang bani will buy it for me.. " "taknak..taknak lah. takpe kita taknak. 

As i said all those words with rigid voice my mother just make face like "hemmmmm" and suddenly she pick this one green blouse just to match with the other kain and asked me " yang ni lah nak?" of course i said "NOOOOOOOOO what kind of fashion is that hahahahahaha (atleast buy me something that is me mom. hahaha) Then while she gettin lost with full of baju raya and people (urgh) i said that i want to go to the Watsons for a while (my armpit is running out of rexona) and she just nodded.

Then, after i went back to the shop where she get lost, she was still not done with her business, and me calmly just waited outside and this moment when my mother finally done, and coming to us with one plastic bag and said " mama beli baju raya utk awak " and i was likeeee whatt "mummy whyyy kita taknak lah tak kisah... (more to whyyyy your fashion sense is so different with mine why you bought that without me HAHAHAHAHAHA) 

But seriously, i am married.. and after all... i burden her more than enough already, she pays for everything.. and although she seems to be loaded, but she always struggling to keep us survived. With sooooooooooooo so many bills... kereta rumah air api minyak makanan and she is a single mother and old... I am 24, but ive got nothing to offer her.... *BIG SIGHING* That is why i refused to say yes when she wanted to buy anything for me.. It is my husband responsibility now.. *cries a river* and of ocurse my husband is very responsible husband, Alhamdulillah.. (when he knows that im out with my mom to buy baju raya, he bank in money for me to buy it for me also )(baru gaji semalam) (hahahaha)

Anyway, thankyou mama...

for everything..sorry for being a spoiled brat daughter to you (i am honestly very manja, tskkk)

Ya ALLAH YA RAHMAN...

kasihanilah ibu ku....sebanyak mana dia mengasihi ku..

deep inside, i know Heaven is for you mama..

Kobis

assalamualaikum dear diary! xoxo! hahahaha..
 i have missed so much of updates on my blog but later we catch up okay!
sekarang nak cerita tentang kobis dan husband. (yap! saya dh berhusbanddddd ) hahaha

Dulu dulu sebelum menjadi seorang isteri, selalu lah sebagai kononnya nak jad bakali isteri dia yang pandai masak dan rajin masak (kononnya k) selalu bawa bekal untuk bagi si dia rasa dan makan. Kahkah sweet kannnnnnn. *mata ke atas..

Lalu terjadinyalah kisah ni, semasa itu.. saya masih berkerjaya di Sebuah kedai buku, jadi seperti biasa... saya akan berjumpa dengan si dia ni antara waktu rehat saya atau sesudah habis kerja. Kebetulan masa tu semangat nak masak membara dan kecintaan saya kepada dia membuatkan saya begitu rajin yer nak bawak bekal ke tempat kerja. Menu pada hari itu adalah kobis putih goreng campur kentang and nugget dan ayam instant (ayamas maybe) (wahkaulagi) (semuainstanttinggalgorengje) (masakapekebendahahahaha) . Masa tu tak reti sangat masak tskk end up saya masak kobis ada halia. yer sayur ada halia k. HALIA.. damnnn that taste... hahahahaha..

Masa dah bagi dia rasa tu... nugget dh sejuk, ayam tak masak masih ada darah dan kobis berhalia.dan kentang masih keras . Memikirkan bagaimana berlakonnya dia untuk merasai hidangan dari Hell saya membuatkan saya begitu "damnnnnn taknak ingat boleh tak!!!!" hahahahah..

Dan semenjak kawin ni, saya selalu terperasan yang hubby saya ni kalau ada kobis mesti dia kuis2 ketepi kobis tu atau tak ambil lauk yg berkobis. Then I ask him "tak suka kobis ke"

"tak sangat"
"tak suka sayur yang putih dan keras2"

dan saya pun barulah tersedar... akan kejadian bagi bekal yang mega tak sedap tu dan betapa endure nya dia menghabiskan bekal itu.. Siap puji sedap.. tapi dia bagi kritikan "lain kali tak sayur tak boleh letak halia bla bla bla.."

HAHAHAHAHAHA..

dan he is always the judge of my cook..

sebab tu kalau nak masak untuk dia, pressure nak bagi masakan tu PERFECT sangat susah, memandangkan i am never a good cook. SERIOUSLY.

ada hari kurang garam
ada hari terhangus
ada hari tak cukup rasa..

menjadilah kita seperti master chef di hari hari yang memerlukan saya masak untuk dia..

tapi hubby kalau kita masak tak sedap mana pun mesti dia kata

"okay je"
"sedap laa"

dan diselangi perkataan "tapi jangan, tapi kena bubuh" hahahahahahha


itu sahaja! later i updates lain bye muah!

its been a long long....long time..

Ya Allah ya Rabbi..

Hai blog! I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCHHHHHH!!

and now i have lost of words...

where do I start?

Em.

my life updates.

There are so many things going throughout last yeat and this year.. 

Seriously serious. Big things... and to make it short (lol) i will just make it with point version.

• I've went to Umrah..Visited the Makam of Rasullah and Kaabah was the most calming phase in my life. It was so blessful to be there and i am missing Both Madinah and Mecca so badly that i can feel my heart trembling of wanted to go there again.. K. I wanted to share some pictures but the apps wont let me.. Blogger apps are seriously sucks and this is the nicest among the worst that actually allowed me to login.

• I AM ENGAGEDDDDDD ! yeah. Engaged. hahahahahaha but not with the hemmmm. It is with the 😍😍😍😍😍😍. Hahahahaha. I know that this is so awkward because i have been using this blog to express my "so called devoted crush" but ALHAMDULILLAH we ended up with nothing despite my craziness towards him. I found my Real Love remember? And I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT I ACTUALLY FATED TO BE WITH HIM.. only Allah knows how much he completes me in every ways.. He is the kind of rezeki that Allah gives me.. and i am blessed Ya Allah.. may our fate cross till Jannah.. amin.. amin..amin..

• I AM GETTINGGGGGGGG MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....!!!!!!!!!!! on this upcoming March.... dont know whether i could be a good wife but eventually we will be right? after the life of marriage begins? just pray for me and both of us actually...

and.. thats all for now.

Till we meet again!

-the lost blogger hahahahahahahahakbai

sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaang!!

Hari tu.. hari kebiasaan waktu bekerja , bila dah tak ada kerja dekat ofis maka melepakla kita dekat cashier secara berjemaah. Bagus budak budak ni..bagi kerja sekejap je dah setel. Lepas tu memasing mengadu tak ada keje. Tapi taklah memasing, ada yang workaholics tu macam tu la panas punggung bila takde keje. Kalau saya, medium. Bagi kerja saya buat, takda kerja buat je la cara macam takda kerja. LEPAK. bahahahahaha..

So.. nak dijadikan cerita ni..satu petang bergurau gurauan di cashier..saya mengusik la kawan saya yang dok mesej2 dengan sayang dia kat hanfon.. Kawan saya tu bubuh nama girlfriend dia  as 'sayang'.. Kebetulan ada pakcik tengah nak bayar kat cashier dengan anak dara dia. Entah mana datang ringan mulutnya, saya pergi cakap dekat pakcik tu

"pakcik...tengok ni haaa budak budak zaman sekarang, bukan main bercintanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. dok panggil panggil sayang. Belajar pun tak habis, umur dia ni baru sembilan belas ni pakcik..hishh apa la nak jadi.."

Pakcik tu pun sengih sengih sambil hulur duit.. Saya dengan kawan saya tadi dah gelak dgelak dah. Padahal dia umur dah 23 dah.. BAHAHAHHAHA.. Tiba tiba pakcik tu cakap

" takpela...sayang betul la tu..dah letak nama sayang"

Gulp.

Betul cakap pakcik tu..

Sebab saya pun letak my future husband nama kat hanfon as "sayang"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

talam dua muka tak tuduh orang. heeeeee kbai,

p/s: i love you so much future husband. <3

life goes on..

hai .. 

assalamualaikum dear blog............

LONG TIME NO SEEE HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! You must be missing me a lot kan kan kan...

The last entry that i have been blogged is... about me thinking of what life would be after finishing my study and here it goes....

I am currently working at Borders as a MT(i do not want to tell you what is mt is harhar), for 4 months already and now entering the fifth month and to be honest... it is not the work that i would want for my career... unplanned work.. i came to Borders just to ask if there is any vacancy for part timers or full timers and plan to work there until i got my scroll and GRADUATE (will tell you more laterrrr below hewhew) but now.... still stuck in that place.. Oh, i cannot use the word 'stuck' as it will somehow make all of you think that the job is not entertaining..it is.. but... gosh.. shift work hours, and have to works during public holiday and have to wear t-shirt everyday is so MEHH.. but lets just be grateful of how that place has been .. em.. quite... fun.. and more importantly the reason for Allah to let me taste of 'rezeki hasil titik peluh sendiri'...

I have been emailing my resumes to several companies already.. and some (two companies) called me , came to one interview but later rejected the offer because mom thought that the job is not worth it, and second company... i think i failed myself lulzz because i talk nonsense during the phone interview and the company wants immediate person and ....

Anyway.. hey!! I GRADUATED ALHAMDULILLAH!! was so scared about getting the repeat semester..but.. 

here kemek face with her beautiful and ... i dont know. im so speechless of how thankful i am to her...


the funny thing about my graduation day is i am so excited that i have been asking her hundreds time " MAMAAA DID YOU SEE ME ON THE SCREEN GETTING THE SCROLL...MAMAAAAA DID YOU SEE ME ON STAGE MAMA DID YOU SEEE MEE!!!????" seriously no jokes.. that was the question of my life.. haha.. because i wanted to make her feels happy as one of her children.. graduating.. and yeah... thank you for all my family and friends during the day...and for him too.. thank you..

blog... i am now no longer like my so called 'crush' anymore.. i am going to tell you in the next entry and to excite you.. alhamdulillah.. Allah showed me the man of my life.. laterrrrr k later.. hihi

bye!

FINISHED

guess what dear humannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,

i just finished my degree's life! on the 13th January 2015. ahaks. it means no moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee studyyyy and all that assignments (except you know, if i repeat but lets not just talk about it). Tadika's life, primary's school life, high's school life, foundation's life and now degree's life. I have absolutely succeed in overcome the hardships of learning all those stuffs which are quite adventurous and fun and lovable (i just have to admit it since those moments are the only places that i've got the opportunity to met with my friends and etc) despite of my taksukabelajar mood was always on and rarely took a break. kahkah. but who cares.

i am an adult now..

and despite of all the times that this is the time that i have been waiting for is already passed, i have to enter into the whole new world by means, i have to started thinking like seriously sit down and have that serious face of what should i do after this.

tskkkkk..

and i hate thinking.
i hate to think about the future, i just wanted it to be smooth and to think that there are ways of how to survived and i just need to follow the ways but hey life isn't easy ya know.

and thinking.

but lets not just do some thinking. action bro. but i havent done with thinking yet.

kerja apa nak cari, kerja apa yang sesuai (whichisnone) kerja apa yang best dan tak susah untuk belajar, yang penuh dengan kesukaan, dengan gaji yang tinggi, cuti yang banyak but tssssssskkkkkkkkkkk...

tapi semoga Allah memudahkan segalanya. i hope..and walaupun saya nak jadi suri rumah je, berdoalah supaya rezeki bakal suami saya dipermudahkan, and kalau tak pun berdoalah supaya hidup selepas ini saya akan menjadi kuat untuk mengatasi segala rintangan.


bai

an old grandma lappy

so..i said to mom that my beloved laptop had broken, the malfunction keypad, annoying web browsers that too, screwed up and etc. and she as always, being so generous of not buying me new one (i should get one with my own money later yeah i know) not expecting much from her, gave me this one laptop that she said she bought it at second hand, and even opened it up for me, while tried to connect into our wifi house. it was awkward seriously. not my mom. but the laptop. the laptop seems like it is heavier than any rock that big as 10 balls when you merged it into one. but not just imagining it as ball, but rock okay. and plus, the way my mom trying so hard to use the mouse cursor without mouse ( kekunci or what? the one yg tak payah pakai mouse tu, demm i didnt know the word but let just assume you know it okay? ahaha) and yeah, i was still awkward. like super awkward. i mean.. what kind of era has this laptop been. it must be during the earlier 20s when laptop was just invented. i definitely think so until i confirmed it by myself, after trying to open the laptop by my own self with little hope that it might works well.

and the hope is just crushed into lunatic cringe lullaby as i heard weird cengkerik noise coming from the laptop, after about 3 minutes to come just to the screen play. like who waits for 3 minutes to staart playing the laptop?!??????!!!! even windows 8 doesnt make you wait. oh technology..

but this is not technology...

i just need a new one. i am now thinking where can i get money as soon i finished my final examination cause i want to hike right away, but mom assured me that she will not gives me any more hike money because she has a whole new bigger responsibility which makes me quite sad that she doesnt know how to differentiate spending it between her childrens and the other external party but lets not talk about it, because i have to believe that rezeki Allah itu luas..and i should try giving out my effort to earn it..not depending on my mom, but meaning of earning it hubmyself means that inhave to wait until one more month to hike again. ( working..hemm) 

but whats again?

nvm.

bukan saya tak sayang

tapi saya selalu lupa nak jenguk awaaaaaa . oh my baby blog. lepas dah lapang sikit saya update pasal G7 graduation saya, tentang hati dan perasaan saya, tentang crush tak guna saya, dinner pra graduasi dan lain lain okay. muah banyak ciked my baby blog 😘😘

Jalan jalan Manja di Gunung Tebu

8/08/-10/08

Memandangkan, betis seluruh urat ku masih rasa ketegangan akibat 'jalan jalan' di gunung tebu, eloklah saya menampalkan sedikit memori memori yang masih terbias di benak memori sebelum ianya lari dibawa kabus memori memori yang menumbuhi berganti baru. Ceh,

Jadi bulan ramadhan yang lepas ternyata membuatkan saya terpaksa merehatkan diri dari mendaki segala kehijaun bumi, mengenyahkan nafsu mahu menghirup bauan daun daunan yang merekah, membantutkan sekudrat tenaga dari bertapak di jalanan yang penuh wangian tanah. Dan akhirnya, setelah ramadhan berpergian jauh untuk kesekian kalinya (kedatangan mu ku nanti), saya mengambil peluang untuk mendaki Gunung Tebu. 

Gunung Tebu  terletak di negeri Terengganu ya dan saya tak pasti gunung itu dipenuhi tebu atau tidak. Yang pastinya banyak pokok bonzai dan kemumut yang mengasyikkan nakalnya. 

Perjalanan ke Gunung tebu bermula dari Hutan Lipur Lata Belatan, dan pendakian di jangka akan mengambil masa 6 ke 7 jam dengan full body. Oh ya trip ini berlangsung 2 hari 1 malam, dan disertai oleh 18 orang manusia yang semuanya masya ALLAH menyeronokkan belaka. 

Pendakian dimulakan dengan regangan secara berkumpulan diketuai oleh tkdindan doa yang ikhlas dituturkan oleh jed. Jam macam biasalah buat orang yang tak memakai jam macam saya ni, tidak dapatlah saya simpulkan dan nyatakan pukul pukul berapa sampai ke kem ni kem ni. Hanya anngaran masa syok syok sendiri je menjadi penentu. Maaf..Jadiiiiiiiiiiiiii rasanya gerak pagi tu pada pukul 9.30 ke 10.00 pagi. Jalan mula mula akan menaiki tangga sedikit, dan landaiii landai.. melalui beberapa batang pokok yang dijadikan tambatan, melalui sungai yang airnya kering dan akhirnya bakal sampai ke kem pertama, iaitu Sg Cakah Dua. 

Selepas kem yang pertama, perjalanan agak menaik sedikit demi sedikit dan ini kalilah betis betis yang dah lama berehat akan terpaksa dikerahkan agak keras untuk mengajar dan memulangkan rasa "layan" kembali ke dalam diri..Selepas 2 jam lebih dari kem site pertama anda akan sampai ke kem Batu Mat Hassan. Dan disini kami berhenti untuk lunch disini sambil menunggu yang lain tiba. Suasana di kem site kem site yang ada sangatlah meruntun jiwa. Betapa tenangnya kurniann Ilahi... cuma tak ada air terjun/sungai je kalau tak mesti lagi padu

tree who looks very sexy, dont know whether someone skinned out the tree or what. haha 

Dan selepas mula sahaja mengerahkan sepasang kaki dari kem mat hassan ni, kami melalui lagi 2500km perjalanan yang mencanaknya boleh tahan menguji juga. Selepas 1 jam lebih berjalan kami sampai ke Jendela Pandang dimana tempat itu kan menyajikan pandangan gunung berbalam balam yang masyaAllah sangat indah. Selepas dari Jendela Pandang akan terus mencanak dengan ketinggian yang kalau dengan sabar kita layan, small matter. WAHAHA. Tetapi perjalanan terasa agak jauh disebabkan kami disajikan dengan sign board2 yang menunjukkan berapa lagi anda akan sampai ke puncak. Sesetengah orang bisa menjadi mental apabila melihat sign board2 tersebut.

Keberadaan anda dari Jendela Pandang ke puncak pula akan mengambil masa dalam 2 jam paling kurang pun sebab nya waktu sampai ke puncak group pertama dalam pukul 4 lebih. Sampai sahaja di puncak, saya dan waktu itu berjalan bersama abang silat terus dikerahkan abang sham (group pertama sampai) untuk ke kem site yang terletak di bawah puncak. Bawah disini kami  harulaslah menuruni 500 meter. Di kem site tersebut kami disajikan dnegan view yang ya Allah ya Rabbi indahnya. Boleh nampak gunung2, nampak bandar2, dan nampak pulau dan laut. FULL PACKAGE. Water point juga ada, tapi harus turun dalam lebih kurang 400 meter/15 minit ke bawah dari kem site. Oklah buat mandi, ambil wudu dan bekalan air untuk esok. 

Malam tu makan mewah, terima kasih kak syida dan kak syila masak. SEDAPNYAAAAA Tak ku tipu. Nasi beriani, ayam daging kari, sayur campur yang ada nenas tu dan ayam masak merah. MERIAH KAAAAN!!?? Tak sempat nak ambil gambar. huh. Penyesalan, tapi serius semua orang dah kebulur melantok lah kami dengan penuh rasa kesyukuran..Malam tu macam biasalah sembang sembang dengan rakan rakan, siapkan nak masak apa untuk esok dan tidur. Ingatkan taklah sejuk tidur ramai ramai sempit sempit sekali sejuk je kooo. Malam tu tersedar tiba tiba tidur tak pakai tudung. Diaaaaaaaaa punya cuak ya rabbi, tercari cari kenapa boleh tertanggal ni. Esoknya akak akak sebelah menyebelah mengadu muka kena tampor la, kena sepak lah bagai. Lasak rupanya iols tidur. kAH!

muka tak mandi buroknyaaaa. dah mandi pun macam tu je jugak. wahahaha

 line up (ada yang tiada dalam gambar)

 dengan rakan gaduh. hahaha

 akak akak yang sempoiii

 kak syida yang ku sayangi dan sempoi ^^

perbuatan tidak bertanggungjawab dan hjahilnya. rosak pandangan tahu tak. haihhh

Pagi tu saya dan abang bani memasaaaaaaaaaaaak! the fun things to do is cooking seriously. Dalam hutan la, kalau kat rumah tak sempat nak memasak, bukak tudung saji dah ada makanan. wakahkah. Eh, abang bani je masak sebenarnya, i olls jadi pembantu basuh tu basuh ni, pegang kuali dan tukang rasa je. kehkeh. Selepas memasak panggil diorang makan dan bersiap sedia untuk tukar baju raya dan bergambar. Meriah sangat uolssss. Memang fun laaa.Terima kasih Allah. Lepas tu siap siap semua dan bergerak naik ke puncak tebu kembali untuk sesi bergambar.

Perjalanan turun berlaku dengan agak pantas sebab pukul 1 lebih kitorang dah sampai dekat bawah sungai air hijau ni. Ya ampun seroknya ya rabbi main air dengan tali tu ramai ramai. HAHAHAAHA. Dari air sungai nak ke tempat bermula lebih kurag 5/10 m init je. Agak agak dalam dua jam lah jugak main air. Mengigil gigil engkooo.

Dan malam tu singgah makan di tepi Laut Kelumut ke apa entah namanya. Dan bulan malam tu bersatu dengan awan dan cahaya menjadikan para mata yang memandang terpukau disebabkan kecantiknanya. Dan kami pun bergerak pulang ke kuala lumpur dan berakhir sudah trip trip manja ni. Balik, esoknya sakitanya kaki ya masyaALLAH sampai lah ke la ni...

A BAD DAY IT IS

It seems today's gonna be a lunatic day for me. PHEW. So, today I've got my result for semester 5. AND as expected, i failed one of the subject. People often says, or there is this one quote that says "never show your weaknesses to the other, they will take the chance to ruin you" or something like that la. But i am waaaaaaaay more honest than you look. As the sun starts to sunshine brightly, i innocently whatsapping my housemate's group asked them "hey hows your result" and one person replied "alhamdulillah". Then i started to feel insecure, then i start to tell the group that i failed one subject and there goes " krik krik krik". You know.. this results thingy sometimes are so sensitive that you can't tell that freely to your friends unless they are truly your best friend/someone who understand you. But things happened. Anyway..I kind of redha la with this result....but kinda of sad too.. cause...im gonna learn back all the stuffs that i f***** hate.. and i dont know..may Allah ease this last semester for me. I just cursed and now i asked Allah to helps me.. Duh... hahahaha

the others bad things happened today is like all the vehicles want to hit me and crash me off. and i lost. yup SESAT. I was in the middle of thinking of what my future is going to be and as you know Shah Alam has lottttttttttttt a mouthful loads of roundabouts. So here i went to this one road that leads me to hundreds of dizziness roundabout. And as i tried to return back to the road that familiar to me.... *deadpan and sighing*. I was so excited earlier as i said to my friends " yeaaa hari nak keluar awal nak datang pejabat awal" and went off with angkuh face. Hahahaha. But i think this thing of " off to work earlier" just doesn't work to a human named aqila safuan.

WELL, it doesn't to be a bad day at all comparing of what happened to me and to the other sides of the world. Gaza, syria, rohingya all the muslims that all the times facing obstacles as muslims and my problems are nothing compared to them..

Thank you Allah, and i am sorry mama.. i will try to do my best during the last semester.....